*Thursday, 26th February 2009*
远走高飞 - 李圣杰
*The song somehow plays faster than the lyric = ="
爱你错了吗
为什么会受到这么多惩罚
他们说的话
像针往心里扎
我心中的怕
不知该怎么做才可以放下
只不过想好好的爱一次啊
*带我远走高飞
不去理会
这一个蜚短流长的世界布满虚伪
是你让我选择长醉
繁星守候月不能睡
只因为爱上了夜的黑
带我远走高飞
一起去追
有一个叫作幸福的世界没有泪水
我已经感觉到疲累
只想在你怀抱入睡
不在乎别人眼中是非*
重新再出发
能不能让这天地不再嘈杂
我的心里面
安静得不像话
故事的真假
没有多余的力气去分辨它
只不过想好好的爱一次啊
Repeat * twice
From My Playlist 25
Pantry Posing
*Wednesday, 25th February 2009*
I was filling up my water bottle in the pantry just now.
The water was flowing slowly...
And I found myself posing while waiting. Right hand in the pocket, legs crossed, shoulder leaned against the wall.
I looked to my right side, changed from my left hand that was holding the bottle with my right hand, put my left hand in the pocket and slant my body a bit to the right.
Then I put my hand on the pocket at the back of the pants. And I started to make faces as if there was a photoshoot session.
= ="
What's happening to me?? Kena rasuk in the pantry???
Interview-ed
*Tuesday, 24th February 2008*
I took half day leave and went for an interview yesterday.
That was the first time I was interviewed by three people and being hurled with plenty of case study questions (aptitude test?).
The verdict? A little stressful (gotta think fast and reply calmly). No idea how it will turn out to be as I only will know the result on Friday. If I got this job, it's more likely I will have to work till late (bye bye weekdays' gym classes) but of course, with higher pay. Save of transportation fee too as I can just walk to work (like how I used to do when I was still staying in Cheras).
Let's wait and see for now.
Of Coming Out And Burden
*Wednesday, 18th February 2009*
"Coming out to your parents is not a fun thing to do. By telling them your sexual preferences, you indirectly passed your burden to them."
The "burden" mentioned here refers to the dreadful/disturbing question often hurled by your relatives during festive season... "When are you going to get married ah?"
That was my dear Nivlac's comment to us in the car one fine evening, while we were driving back home with Sinner.
So, how would coming out to your parents, burdened them?
"You might feel free or feel like the burden you carry all these time lifted from your shoulder if you tell your parents and they accept you. But the thing that you don't know is... by telling them, the situation changed."
For example, when Auntie A asked, "When is [insert name here] gonna get married?", your mom would answer, "Don't know him lah.... wait till he get a girlfriend first lah".
Did you notice the hope (the hope that you would really have a nice girlfriend, settle down and have kids) in her reply?
But your mom now would have answered, "He's old enough to decide himself..."
So, by coming out to them, you eventually put their hope for you to a dead end.
For some guys, they don't really care what's the consequences. Those who wanna take control of their lives, of course, would wish that their parents will understand and accept who they really are.
Daemon: If you ask me, I will never come out to my parents. I rather deny or lie to them than telling them the truth. I don't want them to be sad or blaming themselves at their age... that's the least I can do. Although their hope on me to get married one day is impossible, I will do anything it takes to keep that hope.
Jack Jack: I would never tell my parents. I love them and I don't wish to see them sad. It is that simple.
Somehow, I have to admit that I'm agree with Daemon and Jack Jack on this. But of course, that only applies if your parents are conservative.
How about you?
Xavier's First Jam
*Tuesday, 3rd February 2009*
SMS-ing Janvier: "Are you going for Jam later?"
Janvier's reply: Yes. Ken's teaching.
SMS-ing Janvier: "Er... Ken or Kenny?"
Janvier's reply: Ken?
SMS-ing Janvier: "Timetable says Kenny. I wonder if I should stay back for Jam after PT."
Janvier's reply: Stay for Jam!
SMS-ing Janvier: "Ok ok."
After PT... 5.00pm
Janvier: We'll go and change first.
Hyperion: *eyes scanning around and spotted someone familiar in white tank top and slightly golden hair* OMG, your singlet is sheer!
Xavier: I just pindah rumah mah.
In the changing room... 5.10pm
Xavier: *gasp* I forgotten to bring an extra underwear! Never mind, I shall wear nothing inside for now. More cooling.
Hyperion: Can we pull your pants later? :P
Janvier: Then no need to wear anything lah :P
Studio... 5.25pm and we actually dragged Xavier into the studio for his first B.Jam class ^^ Woo hoo!
Come to think of it now, I didn't persuade him much. Maybe he was interested to give it a shot these while but no one accompanies him? Whatever the reasons are, we thinks he like the Latin moves and he did pretty good for a newbie.
So Xavier, bila mau pergi lagi? :P
p/s: We'll cover you so you won't look much like a cacat-man-whom-just-came-out-from-the-rehab. (LOLs)
Pic credit: http://www.360fitnessclub.com.au/index.php?pageid=2953